Hear me?

Hear me
I'm losing my breath
Suffocating.

Help me
I'm sinking fast
Drowning.

Save me
I'm bleeding bad

Dying.

Just the way you are

When i look at you
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are.

And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause sam you're amazing
Just the way you are.

Be Happy no worry
You'll be fine
Just like you always do.

懼 | 寞

常常自言自語，

喜歡自我陶醉，

不是精神錯亂，

只是害怕寂寞。

外勞 | 外才

外勞和外才
一字之差，意義卻大不同。

外勞指的是以勞力為主的外國勞工。
外才指的是以智力為主的外國專才。

當我到島國找工作，我就不斷地自我催眠自己是外國專才。
我自認很成功。
因為，我真的把自己當成是外國專才。
對一個不太認可自己的人來說，
能被自己說服是件了不起的事。

但是，事實終究還是需要被認清。
現在的我，就是外國勞工。
所謂的外國專才都只不過是自己白日夢一場。
夢境很美，
但，現實卻是醜陋的。

給你

Kong Hien，

一直以來，你都很幸運。
一路走來雖然起起伏伏，
但也遇到很多好人。
不管是在念書、實習、還是打工的時候...
都承蒙了很多人的厚愛。
很感激。
真的很感激。
有時候，遇見好人多了，忘了其實世界還有險惡的一面。
習慣會有好人出現，讓自己過度依賴好人來搭救。
可是，偏偏自己卻忘了不是每時每刻都會有好人來搭救。
所以啊~與其等待幸運之神來眷顧你，不如還是靠自己。
也許你會受傷，但也會成長。
記得，你可以的。

祝 安好


康賢

更新 | updates

久違啦~
幾經辛苦，終於來到了島國。
波折重重的工作，也在今天開始了。
第一天上班，感覺不賴。
主管都對我很好。(我真是個人見人愛的寶寶~~~）
呵呵~我們倆同樣是左撇子。
就連提筷子的手也是一樣用左手。
真的很有緣。
好啦~暫時先這樣。
等我一切都有安頓好了，再替各位好好的更新一下。
珍重啦~

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It's been a while~
After all those obstacles, finally i reached the island.
The job that seemed troublesome,is officially kick-off today.
First day of working, it was not bad.
Superior is very kind and nice to me. (people just loves me..hahah)
Both of us are left-handed.
Even when we are using chopstick, we are using left hand.
What a coincidence huh?
Alright. That's it for now.
Gonna update y'all more when i'm settle down.
In the meantime, Take Care.

Worn out

For the first time ever,
everything just seems colourless.
No attention for things around me,
No passion on things I'm doing now.
I'm numb.
I'm like a breathing,talking
dead man, walking.
I don't know the reason why,
But, I know I'm getting worn out.

The Script - For The First Time

A song that played in my head over and over again.
Beautiful song with meaningful lyric.


Enjoy

Go

"Go"
I was told.

"Where to?"
I asked.

"Place where your heart lay"

He said.

"How?"
I confused.

"Just follow your heart."
He answered.

"But, i'm not ready"
I replied.

"Yes, you are. Just Go."
 He ordered.

R.I.P

Slowly,
Quietly,
Peacefully,
You left.

Sad,
Shocked,
Unexpected,
We lost you.

R.I.P
You'll always be missed.